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The End

by This Kills Me

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1.
Oblivious 02:38
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Guess it's time to decide to go Everything's verified, it's gone away The era we've ushered in took hold Nothing left to defend, it's gone away And though it's in the ground it's all around The feelings of dismay are here today The pages that we turned forever learned And nothing seems to wane Your reply wasn't right so now I'm involved in a fight you don't know exists You're too far out the door to notice me On the floor just drinking in oblivion That certain train of thought turns up a lot But rarely can we find the frame of mind An ending yet begun, it rolls along And nothing seems to wane The feelings we forgot began to rot The stench of disrepair, of wear and tear The pages that we turn forever burn And nothing seems to wane
2.
CG 03:14
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Closer to extinction, further down the line Sits a man afraid, outnumbered in his mind He can see the faintest writing on the wall With no one to dissuade him He's waiting for the fall and it's okay Brightest of the highest, going it alone Her effort never worked out, contented to the bone She said, every time I've been defined I didn't know how to square it in my mind I didn't know how to step up to the plate And take a look at anything in any state I never knew the time was right when it was right I didn't know how to live, just to survive I never knew how to step up to the plate And take a look at anything in any state And it's OK It's OK if you've wandered this way So now we face the mounting problems of the day That had a real solution, but we let it slip away And no one seems to notice, no one seems to care A part of us was missing, but now it isn't there And it's ok I know because every time I've been defined I didn't know how to square it in my mind I didn't know how to step up to the plate And take a look at anything in any state And it's ok
3.
Over It 05:47
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Found a space to build within And now it's time to fill it in I've got no time to waste today Time to sail away Before I know just where I've gone Before I see the route I'm on To think it over on the way Is getting in the way, hey hey Always thinking, never tried And always vaguely satisfied With the pounding at the door Evening the score Before my head screamed out inside Before I had to get it right I spent a moment every day running away Past the point of no return Important things to learn Before the ending took me down The tables turned around And they will not go back again It's hard to understand but United we stay walking away Can't go over it again No, I can't go over it again As the exodus begins Another night descends To make another day We watch it slip away I no longer ever mind Leaving it behind To let it survive
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Unreachable 04:57
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Slinking inside I found my way again I'm hoping tomorrow's a turn in the tide But I'll be home by then I came up to find you Walking on home again A will not resigned to Taking this on again 'cause now no matter how much you got in the way You're unreachable And now no matter how hard I grab you and shake You're unreachable I guess it's not the same thing that you want The moral authority to find the other end of the time warp That I'm running on And rest eternally I came up behind you Knelt on broken glass A shakeup designed to open this road at last
5.
Drag 02:58
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When will the final phase Completely fall in place Been on the fence for days You chose to gaze upon What you were waiting on You wonder where it's gone You'll see where I'll be there I'll be the one you drag down I'll be the one who drags you down Don't please them, release them I'll be the one you drag down I'll be the one who drags you down You slept through your mistake but now you're wide awake Is this a chance to break through? Agreed then, don't need them I'll be the one you drag down I'll be the one who drags you down
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Failed 03:10
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If I could look beyond what keeps me waiting on and on If I could stand behind the last to lay it on the line Almost is no point in letting go Almost gone, barely on, yeah If I could find a way to fall into what's gone and stay If I could rest assured while hanging on your every word Can't pay the rent with a failed experiment Almost gone, lines are drawn Won't be long, yeah
7.
Strugglin' 03:16
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It gets easier to see That the closest thing to me Is a distant memory That I'm struggling now to place Takes me back to when I knew No one else could emulate your ado I closed my heart And when I did an end began to start That I'm struggling now to place Now you're standing at the door No one else could ever understand Oh, but don't be sad This is among the better days I've had That I'm struggling now to place
8.
Join Me 04:52
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Join me as we celebrate this day For the last time Come undone when the fun begins then Join the countdown onto the floor Cleared the hate, packed away lies and I Won't go back again til it feels like I'm out all the way I'm stuck with the luck I got nothing left in here So I'll stay out of this place Both of our worlds at the same time Continuing on in an obvious line And with that I'm fine

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Mixed by Bill Stevenson (Descendents, ALL, Black Flag)

Matt Riggle - guitar, vocals
Nick Monte - drums, vocals
Ryan Shello - bass, vocals

Additional vocals by Bill Stevenson

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released March 10, 2019

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This Kills Me Philadelphia, Pennsylvania

Rock out of a basement in Philadelphia.

Matt Riggle - guitar
Ryan Shello - bass
Nick Monte - drums

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